I was with a man that was a closet homosexual and I thought I caused that to happen. When we first met, he couldn’t keep his hands off me or his dick out of me. Time quickly diminished his drive. My self-esteem was low and my libido was even lower. I thought I caused that. After confiding in a close friend, she suggested that I see her doctor. She specializes in hormone therapy. I equate it to Viagra for women.
In a very short period, I went from the life of a Benedictine Nun to a raging sex addict. I stayed faithful to my husband though. It was to keep up appearances. It was only when I caught him in our house with another man that I ended the charade. Up until that point, all my sexual activity was fantasizing while masturbating. Oh, I still take care of myself often, but now I explore other avenues of gratification.
Last night was one of those times. I am in Washington DC for work. Several women from the office I was visiting wanted to take me out for dinner. It was a much-appreciated offer. It crossed my mind that I would love to take the three of them back to my room and have a lesbian gangbang. I came to my senses and didn’t do that. I accepted the invitation and told them I would meet them. I wanted to go back to my room and freshen up first.
When I travel, I have a driver assigned to me, one of the perks of my position. The downside is I am recognizable and generally keep my guard up. I quickly went to my room, changed out of my conservative business suit, and into a casual dress I packed for just such an occasion. I made a conscious decision to omit the bra and panties; it felt so much better without them.
My driver knew the place I was meeting the others in Dupont Circle. They were already there and able to procure a table in the corner of the room. My seat was facing out so I had a good view of the entire dining room and bar area. Dinner was fun. I enjoyed their company. We joked and laughed, gossiped about everyone in Washington, and after several bottles of wine, touched on their personal lives, mainly girl talk. I was very careful and revealed nothing about me.