You've Hurt Me

You've hurt me one too many times,

I don't know how to handle it.

How many have there been?

One, two or more tell me for I need to know the truth.

I find each day something new,

What will I find out tomorrow?

Were you ever really true to me?

Tell me for I need to know the truth.

The truth this time, not lies,

I can handle it. I'm a big girl.

I need to know for my thoughts deceive me;

Anything I can imagine can't be worse than the truth.

Tell me who was she who were they;

As I asked before, were there more than one who stole your heart?

Were you ever mine; did you ever love me?

Or was it her or them that came first in your life?

Held up in our room with door closed in secret;

Were you playing a game, were you playing with her or them?

You weren't playing with me, I know that for sure;

All the secrets coming out to the open one by one.

Your secret life, secret no longer,

Oh what a web you wove for years and years.

You hurt not just me but a lot;

I know you don't care for you only think of yourself.

I see you day in and day out and still you don't confess;

you don't confess to your actions and your lies to me.

Did you ever love me; have you ever loved me?

Only you can answer that and I always get a yes, but is it true?

You say you love me, adore me, treasure and more but your actions say different.

Will you tell me the truth today or tomorrow?

I need to know where I fit in your life and world.

Tell me how many were there in all those years;

All those years I didn't know what was going on.

All those years you hid up in your ivory tower;

What were you doing and with who?

Shall I find another to take your place tell me?

I need to know the truth, please tell me;

Today, tomorrow but soon I can't wait any longer.

I thought I knew you I thought I had my dream;

But my dream came crashing down, will I ever recover?

At this moment I can't stand to have you near me;

t this moment I can't stand to see you.

At this moment I can't stand to hear your voice;

At this moment I can't stand to hear your lies.

Please tell me the truth confess all;

Please tell me so I may forgive and forget if I can.

Show me you love me as you did when we first wed;

Prove to me that I'm the only one with you in bed.

For right now I feel as though there are many;

That I'm not the only one sharing your bed.

I feel there are more when I'm with you;

I feel you are thinking of many, not just me.

Please tell me the truth how many others;

Please tell me the truth put my mind at ease.

Tell me am I the only one, have I been the only one?

Please let me know that like me we are one till the end.