I had a chequered time as a teenager, partly because I suffered physical abuse from my father and mainly because my mother could not control me. My mother split up with my father, and by the time I was seventeen, I had made several court appearances for offences such as shoplifting and breaches of the peace, underage drinking, etc. Too many of my friends were ‘the wrong crowd,’ and I had become hardened.
I was intelligent, and the school took a horrified but tolerant attitude toward my misdemeanours. My older boyfriend, whom I ran around excessively, put up with me, and I’m sure because I was good in bed. One night, I got drunk, and I had a huge row with him. I left the bar and damaged his car by smashing off the radio antenna and a wing mirror.
The police saw me do it and arrested me. I fought them like a tiger, kicking one in the balls and biting another. If it had been only my boyfriend, nothing would have happened, but there I was, in custody. The magistrates sentenced me with my poor record to a year in a reform school and not in prison because I was seventeen. There was nothing I could do about it.
On your arrival at the school, the principal went through your record. In my case, I’m sure he thought I would be trouble, and showed me the canes with which they would thrash me if I deserved it. He described how they gave the punishment, and I was so scared and shocked that I nearly wet myself. But it soon wore off.
A psychiatrist interviewed me. He thought I had suffered a tough childhood and that the school should treat me with kindness. If I behaved for the next month, I could spend a few hours out of uniform one Saturday in town alone. I would have to be back at the Reform School by 6 p.m. before the evening action started in the local bars.
Once I had behaved myself for a month, they granted permission. Late one summer Saturday morning, I slipped out in a nice frock and went downtown. I was sure that my boyfriend had given up on me and found someone else. Once I left the reform school, I immediately considered searching for him in his usual hangouts to see if I could locate him.
I visited a wine bar in town and requested a white wine. I thought I would finish the drink and look for Jim. My first adult drink in three months hit me harder than I knew, but I had another. By the time I had swallowed the second glass, I was buzzing.
I found Jim sitting in this nice bistro with his new paramour. His face fell as I arrived, but he recovered quickly. His new woman looked downright frosty. She was not as nice looking as I was, but had a better figure, as I was thin and my breasts were not enormous. Jim uncomfortably introduced me to Celia, and she reluctantly shook hands.
She glared at me, and I could see Jim’s embarrassment. But he acted like a gentleman, inviting me to sit down, and offering me a drink. Unwisely, I accepted a glass of white wine. This third glass of wine tipped me over the edge, and caution was gone.
I said bitterly and in a loud voice, “Thanks for visiting me inside.”
Jim looked annoyed, but I ignored it and carried on, “You were always keen enough to get into my pants. Can’t you show some gratitude?”
His new lady love yells at me, “Get out of here, you little criminal tramp!”
I swung an accurate punch at her and knocked her off her chair. The bartender came out from behind the counter and a real rough house ensued. The police arrived, and an officer recognised me. He knew about my past. They handcuffed me and drove straight to the reform school. These days, they would have done Celia for non-woke speech.
That evening, at the reform school on the stage in the main hall, they gave me a public caning of twenty-four strokes of the heavy cane. All the girls in the place witnessed it and they had invited Jim and Celia.
The principal ordered silence, and he said, “Anna, you will receive twenty-four strokes of the heavy cane on your bare buttocks. Try to take your punishment with as much dignity as possible.”
'You old fart,' I thought rebelliously.
They secured me by the wrists and ankles, and with a waist strap to a padded trestle, my bottom facing the audience.
One of the Security Guards was standing there holding the cane. I wanted a pee, and I panicked. The cane tapped my bottom, and there was a rushing noise as the cane whistled in the air. I heard rather than felt it crack into my buttocks. It almost knocked the breath out of me. A split second later, the pain seared through me as a white-hot smart.
At this first stroke, I did not yell out. But I knew I could easily lose control of my bladder. Stroke after stroke cracked hard across my rump and I was in a sea of pain that radiated throughout my body, and I’m sure my hair was standing on end. If they did not stop soon, I was going to piss myself. Despite my pain and tears, I grimly concentrated on not losing control of my bladder.
These days, I would have let my pee go as hard as I could while they were caning me. I often wonder what they would have done if I had! I suppose crucifixion would have been going too far, even for them.
Another awful wave of pain burst through me, following a horrendous ‘crash,’ as the cane caught me lower on my buttocks. I screamed, “I must have a piss now!” but to no avail.
After receiving about ten strokes, through my screams, I dimly registered that the principal said, “After the twelfth stroke, we will release her and let her urinate. Matron, fetch a bucket.”
The caning ceased after the twelfth stroke, and I felt myself being released. The principal took one of my arms and the deputy the other. After a moment of inattention from the deputy, I got a hand back and gave my bottom a frantic rub.
“For that, you will get an extra four strokes.”
They had put the bucket on the stage, and they held me over it, facing the audience. I peed into it like a farm animal. At that moment, I was past caring.
The next few strokes were agonising, but the interruption in the caning had helped, and I was experiencing a feeling of floating in sub-space. My caning carried on to its conclusion. When it stopped, they released me, but I could not move my legs.
The two men picked me up and dragged me to the matron’s office. They laid me face down on the couch and I lay there sobbing weakly. I was in awful pain, which returned as a consuming ache. The matron produced an antiseptic cream that burned and stung as she applied it to my flaming rump. She wrapped a loose cotton bandage around me and they transferred me to a nearby bed.
After a day there, I returned to the dormitory. I still had trouble walking and going to the toilet was difficult. Sensation replaced the pain after a few days, and when I wriggled about when sitting on the loo seat, I felt horny. The experience had another unexpected but beneficial effect because, at last; I understood I must get a grip on my life, and I could not carry on in the way I had in the past.
Then something happened. My punishment had appalled one of the younger female guards, and she had visited my mother to tell her what had happened. She said that she had found out from the guard that the twenty-four stroke caning I had suffered was against regulations, which permitted a maximum of twelve strokes. My mother had gone to a solicitor and then came to see me.
The solicitor visited me, and I told him about the twenty-four stroke caning with the four extra strokes, in front of all the inmates, and that they would not listen to me when I told them I needed to urinate. I described how they made me urinate in public into a bucket and everyone was watching. His eyebrows nearly went off the top of his head.
“Don’t worry; I will talk to a minister of parliament about this, and if necessary, publicise the whole affair.”
There was a guard listening. I thought, 'I wonder what happens next!'
Within the hour, I was out of the prison ‘defaulter’s uniform,’ and back in my old clothes. All the punishment restrictions stopped.
Within a week, the authorities had dismissed the old principal and the matron. The new and younger principal arrived and the first thing he did was to apologise to me for what had gone on. Then he said, “We can arrange for you to be given aptitude tests to see what sort of training might be best for you. Once the results are in, we will see what we can do.”
Here was a chance to get my life in order. Shortly after, a group of people arrived and gave me tests to do. Two days after the tests, the principal and his assistant sent for me.
“You did very well at the logical reasoning and mathematics tests. We think you could have a future in computer programming. How do you feel about this?”
I was pleased, and I asked where the training would take place. It would be at the local technical college.
I thanked them very much and the next Monday I started the course. To my relief, I found it fairly easy and got on well. I had eight months of my sentence left and this was just long enough to get the diploma.
Close to the end of the course and my time at the reform school, a lecturer was sick, and they cancelled the first class of the afternoon. We girls sat around in the canteen drinking coffee. Of course, there was a bit of sexy chat amongst us students. One girl said that her boyfriend had warmed her bottom with a leather paddle and she liked it. Some girls knew about my caning at the reform school and felt sorry for me.
I think they were all shy to talk about it in front of me, but this girl did not know about it. So I explained what had happened to me. They sat there in silence as I told them what had gone on, and how the principal had exceeded his authority by ordering the twenty-four-stroke caning, plus the extra four strokes.
We were all girls together, so I told them about how I had to pee in the bucket in front of the audience at the reform school. It was a disgusting thing to do to a girl. This was the first time I had told them about it, and they all gasped in horror. I explained that a few days after the caning; I had felt very horny, and I told them I wanted to receive a light caning again to see if I would still feel the same way. They looked a little shocked.
“How could you think of that after what you went through?”
“Sure. The brutal way they carried it out at reform school was disgusting, inhumane and agonising. If you do it in private and moderately with someone with whom you have a relationship, it would not be humiliating. It might be very sensual and lead to a great sexual experience. But the disciplinary caning made me realise I needed to get my act together. So an excellent result has come out of it.”
“Don’t worry. It didn’t kill me. Thanks to the solicitor, the reform school now has to behave correctly towards the inmates. That is why they put me on the computer programming course. The whole affair has changed my life so much for the better, and it has been worth receiving a caning for that.”
Most of them were so surprised, but one girl said, “My Mother caned me a few times, but nothing like what you went through. She did it first when I was sixteen. She caught me with my boyfriend’s hand inside my panties. Yes, I’m aware the afterglow has a strong sexual element to it.”
This girl, called Liz, followed me out of the college as I walked to the reform school van and talked with me. How should she go about getting a boyfriend to spank her? She slowed her pace, and I knew she wanted to talk. I suggested that the best thing to do was to have a boyfriend who was a natural ‘switch.’ He would take a spanking and give one. She needed to be sure that the guy was sane, not of a violent disposition, and see if she could spank him first! But it remained to be seen if he would respond or agree to it!
The suggestions regarding his character and inclinations went down well with her. Liz said the boyfriend performed well in bed and was self-confident. She promised to let me know how things progressed. I advised her to look at spanking sites on the internet, some of which offered excellent information! I said if she wanted to talk again, find me in the college and we could have another chat. But I didn’t want to get too involved with solving her problems, so I left it at that.
The diploma depended partly on your coursework and partly on an exam at the end, which I passed. I got the diploma with a distinction. The principal gave it to me personally, and within two weeks; I went home.
I found my old boyfriend, Jim. His embarrassment about what had happened was clear. He had finished with Celia, and had been waiting for me. My treatment at the reform school had shocked him, and he felt partly responsible. He wanted to make it up to me.
At first, I was suspicious, but he was genuine about it. We started going out again, and I applied for some computer programming jobs. It was not long before I got a suitable job, which was well paid.
The HR manager said that with my diploma, I ought to continue with part-time studies in the evenings. Back at the technical college, I found out what was available.
They said, “If you can do Open University (OU) studies, and with what we can offer you in the evenings, you can do a degree course. Your diploma, because you got it with distinction, will count as three-course units out of the twelve that you need for an honours degree. You could finish it within less than three years.”
This had been beyond my dreams, and I signed up for it immediately. The company said they would pay my college fees, and if I was still working for them and if I got my degree, they would refund the OU fees. This was possible without a ‘taxation penalty.’ I was landing on my feet!
My relationship with Jim improved. He could see I had settled down and was working hard. His company was doing well, and he had matured, knowing he needed to treat me as a woman, and not as a sex object. He had bought himself a small terraced house and had been spending a lot of time working on it. It was lovely inside and he invited me to move in and I thought, why not? I had been there only two days when he apologised (again!) for what happened on the day of my caning at the reform school. Jim was soft and considerate to me, and I loved it
“Don’t worry, it was my fault much more than it was yours,” which was true.
A few days after my reform school caning, Jim told me that Celia was a nasty bitch, and he got rid of her. He had wanted to get on the list of my visitors. Because he had been present at my arrests, they would not put him on the list.
“Jim, it doesn’t matter, because it’s all over.”
My embarrassment at having put him through this was real. We were both immature, but I was worse. The thing that was on my mind, despite not knowing how Jim would take it, forced itself out of me.
I explained, still feeling embarrassed, “As the pain of my caning turned into a sensation, I felt horny when I sat on the marks. Will I feel the same way after a less severe caning? I want to find out, please Jim.”
Jim said, in a kindly manner, “Please, don’t let it embarrass you. ‘Spanking’ is a much more common kink than you perhaps understand.”
I was silent for a moment. This was something I had not thought of, or been aware of. Jim was making it much easier for me to reveal my inner feelings.
“A few days after the reform school caning, I felt much more alive, although my bottom was hurting still. I want to see how I feel after a lighter caning.” I could not help blushing.
Jim smiled at me and said, “I never told you this before, but I got caned several times at my grammar school. I was very turned on by the sensations within a few hours of receiving the caning, and I used to fantasise about caning a girl.”
“But I knew I had to put that out of my mind. After what you had been through, I did not think you would ever ask for the cane again. Is it really what you want, because if it is, I think we ought to cane each other? Darling, I will not cane you unless you cane me too.”
He took my hand and caressed it. Jim was thinking about me and my innermost feelings, so nice to know!
“Anna, please, there’s no need to feel embarrassed. I’m up for it. We can give ourselves time and work out what to do to make us happy.”
We were having a good sex life, but I thought we were not so adventurous and I was up for something to move it to a higher level. But following what I had been through, I was being careful with my life. Jim’s measured response reassured me.
I said, “Let’s look at the internet for some suitable canes with which to have a bit of fun and see where it leads.”
Jim immediately agreed. I thought he did so to keep on the right side of me! “Yes, let’s do that right away!” He spent less time on the internet than me. We looked at several possibilities and chose one of the more moderately priced outlets and ordered two canes. One was a ‘nursery’ cane and one was a ‘junior’ cane. Those ‘judicial’ or ‘Singapore-style’ canes were far too much.
Jim ordered the two of them online, and we waited for them to arrive ‘in plain wrapping.’
They arrived within the week. Jim said, “When shall we try them out?”
I didn’t want a caning mid-week. The idea of having to sit at work, or in the college on a hard seat with a sore bottom did not appeal.
So, I said, “Why not Friday night?” Jim agreed immediately. It would give me a chance for pain in my bottom to decrease before Monday morning.
Our sex life was flourishing so very well. I would be home by six-thirty. We could have the caning on an empty stomach and see what came of it, riotous sex or a trip to the pub, whatever.
Friday arrived after what seemed like an eternity, and I arrived home ahead of Jim. I showered, warmed up our bedroom, drew the curtains, and lifted a second layer of thick cloth on top of the curtain, held in place by clothes pegs. This would help, with the double-glazing, to cut down on any ‘noises’ that might arise. It’s not a good idea for people to think that a cane might be in use. The sounds of its arrival on a sensitive area of the body, and the reaction of the recipient, are unmistakable.
Jim came home with a look of anticipation on his face. He showered and came into the bedroom, hugged and kissed me, and then knelt on the bed, bottom up, head down.
He said, “Cane me please.”
“Thin cane, or the thicker one, please?”
“The thicker one, and first give me six of the best, please.”
Before he arrived, I had practised caning a pillow. This was after I had read an internet article about the good caning procedure and I was doing my best to follow it. After I aimed, I tapped his bum twice, then the rushing noise, ‘crack’ a wonderful stroke hard across the middle of his bottom. Jim jerked and gasped. He lifted a hand off the bed but must have thought better about rubbing the cane mark as he put his hand back.
After I counted up to fifteen, I repeated the action, possibly a little harder. Tap-tap, rushing noise, ‘crack.’
Jim gave a louder gasp this time. Two big red lines appeared on his bum.
I carried on like this, increasing the force of the caning with each stroke. By stroke number six, his buttocks were in automatic motion. Jim was not just gasping but giving a bit of a yell after each stroke.
I rubbed the vivid marks on his bum. “Oh hell,” said Jim, “It’s been a long time since I was last caned. It doesn’t get any better. I have been a naughty boy, and I must take six more strokes.”
I gave him six more real stingers, and he yelled as each one landed. He got up off the bed and I put my arms around him, hugged him, and then reached down and rubbed his bum again. The hot welts were rising!
I knelt on the bed. “Jim, please give me six strokes with the thin cane. Don’t let me die waiting!”
Jim took the thin cane and aimed. With a light tap and a ‘crack,’ it stung only a little!
“Jim,” I said, “I am not made of glass. Please, do it properly. I mean, do it hard.”
The next stroke was harder. It hurt a little, but I didn’t show it at all.
“Come on,” I said, “Harder.”
Stroke number three was better. It stung, and I had to control my breathing. I was becoming stimulated, and I could feel the juices flowing.
“Please, the last three, do them hard. I need it, please!” I begged.
“OK,” Jim said. “Do you want them slow, or I give them fast, and finish the caning?”
I thought, “Let’s get them over and see what comes next!”
Within seconds, all I could think of was the white-hot heat building in my bum as Jim delivered the final three stingers. In the end, I collapsed on the bed, rubbing frantically, but not in tears. I wanted no more strokes.
“Good boy,” I said, “That’s more like it.”
Jim had a massive erection. I rolled onto my back and said, “Time to deal with that.”
Jim needed no second bidding, and I got the screwing of a lifetime. As we lay there in post-coital bliss, Jim said, “The pain goes away quickly. I feel a lot of ‘sensation,’ but not actual pain.”
“Same for me,” I said. “It was hard, but not brutal. I wonder how we will feel next week.”
The answer to that is, I felt on top of the world. It is as if the caning re-set my nervous system and it seemed to have de-stressed me. For the next couple of weeks, I was in good shape until the feeling faded a little. It was going to be a regular caning for me from now on. It was a great addition to sex! Liz found me again at college and came straight to the point. Her suggestions about spanking had gone down badly with the boyfriend, who thought it was too way out. She had finished with him because she knew that her sex life had been lacking, but he had no interest in livening it up. What on earth was wrong with him?
“What now?” she asked.
There had been ‘scandalous’ news items over the past year about people who were unashamed spankos and they often shared a certain political outlook.
“Why don’t you go online and find out about those guys? You could search for details of people with whom they associate. If any of those are of an age with which you feel comfortable, and don’t live too far from you, see if you can make what would appear to be innocent contact with them?”
“You might meet men looking out for a willing bum to spank! You will need to be very cautious, but these could be men with a lot to lose if you talked, and it may make them act carefully.”