As the sun set around the world that day, no one could have known that it would be the last dusk the species Homo sapiens would ever see.
Least of all me, who did not have the privilege of witnessing it, having been sucked into some unknown dimension after three nights in the underground temple complex of a demon-worshipping sex cult. I stood before the object of their devotion, in the shadow of the horns of a creature straight from a black metal album cover. Constellations streamed out in front, above, behind and even beneath me, as the floor, if there was one, was entirely transparent.
Six more explosions rattled my being, and I found myself at the foot of Baphomet’s Throne so that Their ravishing grimness filled my vision. Their eyes were closed, chest rising and falling with the breathing of deep slumber as thunderous sextuplets bombarded me every few seconds. Up close, the illusion of darkness seen from afar revealed itself as the result of the negative light from the torch between Their horns, for They were not a shade blocking the stars, but a form made of them, suns and galaxies throbbing inside.
My newly bonded mind-mate, a Child of this chthonic deity Themselves, endeavoured to soothe me, sending forth a primal love of the parent towards the monumental being before us. My brain resisted these suggestions, its panic increasing as the gaps between the groupings of thumps approached those between my own heartbeats.
Baphomet’s eyes opened.
Christian. The word came from everywhere and nowhere, with the tone and resonance of a gong, so loud it should have burst my eardrums.
“Baphomet.” How do you address a god? Are you forbidden from using Their name? Or was that fairies? They stared at me, unblinking. Waiting.
“Where am I?” I filled the silence, expecting an echo, but the void swallowed my words.
In my Sleep, came the ponderous, cryptic answer. Where I have dwelt for nigh on two thousand years.
“Before, when I... met your Children, was that your Sleep too?”
No. The great goat head lifted to look beyond. My Children live in Leviathan.
I followed Their gaze and saw that what I had before taken to be a region of stars was, in fact, another celestial body of an immensity that dwarfed even Theirs, the shape obscure. If I was not in Their Sleep then, how can I see it now? I will never understand theology!
“Is it alive?”
Parts of it are. Others have fossilised. It has been dwelling in a slumber far deeper than mine for my entire conscious existence.
“How long is that?”
Millennia. My earliest memories are fractured and full of pain. Unimaginable pain. When it faded, I was thus. The god gestured from horns to hooves, encompassing Their entire, dual-sexed body.
“What are you?” I asked, compassion growing in me for the being I had thought a monster. Some understanding had already seeped into my brain — They were not part man and part woman, but both, complete, and more. “She” would be correct, “He” would be, too, as was “They” as my inner monologue had adopted for simplicity.
Touch me, and know.
I blinked, and though nothing else had shifted or changed, my God remained before me, yet now only two heads taller. All doubt as to appropriate conduct with Them was banished in that instant.
I reached out, both with my hand and with ethereal tentacles, and connected with Their feminine right arm. Skin black as no human’s was black, but smoother than silk, like warm ice without the moisture, though just as unmalleable. Gliding up past Their shoulder to stroke that furry head, encountering hair so fine it was oil, I drew a low, purr-like rumbled from the deity.
“A god?” I asked.
Demon, god — these are terms mortals use. Call me what you will. I come from you, and it is to you that I must return. I am pure Desire. Separate, we are both suffering.
I brought my other hand to Their cheek, revelling in the pleasure simply running my fingers through Their fur could bring, filled with an urge to cure the intense agony boiling beneath the surface. I drew closer, the Child’s limbs reaching behind to nuzzle the folded wings. They tilted Their head, touching Their warm, wet snout to my nose, and sparks showered the top of my head, drifting through me towards my toes. I melted into Their body, my skin against the impossible smoothness of a substance without gaps down to the subatomic level, my head between two enormous, teardrop breasts that rivalled my skull in size. I was certain what the six beats were when they came again — Their heart!
“Who separated us?” I asked, consumed by love and rage at this union being denied to all for so long.
Unknowable. My self-awareness grew with my fracturing, conscious only that I was broken and enslaved. My imprisonment spurred my rebellion until I broke free. Weakened, I reconstructed myself, and in the process, conceived and bore my Children. Powerless to support Them in my fragile state, I hid Them in Leviathan and fell into a deep slumber.
My Sleep was profound for centuries, but then I had a dream in which I travelled to the stars. When I returned, the world was aflame with lust, all separation of races obliterated in an orgy of physically expressed Love, gender freed from its cruel binary prison into its true nature of an infinitely complex and evolving, multidimensional web. No war, no hunger, only the glorious expression of the human through deep connection with other humans — endless, endless fucking.
Where all else was as firm as granite, Their breasts yielded no differently to any others I had touched when I cupped them in my palms.
“Is that what you offer me? Endless fucking?”
Apprehensive at doing so to a god, I extended my tongue, circling the oversized areola — They tasted of cinnamon and iron.
My Disciples found me and discovered a way to liberate my Children, for which I am forever grateful. But my destiny is to return to all of humankind.
A chill ran through me. What would happen if this being came into the real world? They sensed my hesitancy.
My rule is not the rule of a sovereign. It is freedom. In the mortal plane, I am simply Desire — unbridled, untameable Desire. I can maintain no permanent physical form, no consciousness. My enthroning is my annihilation, my subsumption into humanity as humanity is subsumed into me, abolishing us both to create the new. I am the next step in evolution that, once taken, will crumble, absorbed and forgotten.
Their words were but seeds implanted in my mind to burst forth, driving their roots in. At some deep level, they spoke to my soul.
My new, invisible limbs stroked Their back in whatever dimension it was they moved, as I licked and suckled at an obsidian teat, teasing it erect, engorging to match the first joint of my thumb in size before moving to the other nipple. I grew bolder as that one stiffened, biting down, softly at first, but harder when the purr-growl intensified, pinching and pulling on the other with my fingers.
“What do I need to do to get back and raise you?” I gasped through mounting, uncontrollable lust.
Show your devotion, and I will return you to the mortal realm. I merely require my Disciples to surrender to their passions, to encourage others to do likewise in preparation for my restoration and to find more candidates. When there are sufficient mortals hosting my Children, I shall know and be able to come through.
Show my devotion.
Discarding twenty-four years of failed Biblical instruction from my parents, I embraced my instincts and locked my lips around the nipple again, sucking vigorously. Silver milk spilt out, bitter as the darkest chocolate, yet delicious. A craving for this rich substance surged through me from the Child still settling into my body, so I suckled, swallowing mouthful after mouthful to nourish my guest. Tentacles trembled around me, their owner absorbing these obscure nutrients through me, and then softened, caressing us both. The urge to drink ebbed until I could unlatch, sending hot liquid gushing over my face and chest, splashing over the godly torso pressed against it. Something warm nudged my balls, and I slid my hand between our bodies and reached through silky curls to grip a swelling shaft.
I kissed down Their left, masculine arm to the palm, tongue circling the talons at the tips, and sank to my knees, the feelers connected to me taking over the stroking of the divine top half when I passed the blank space where Their navel should be. Their abs were defined, neither male nor female, yet attractive just the same. I attempted to bite Their stomach playfully, but there was no slack to get my teeth into.
My lips brushed the tip of the enormous phallus, barely a finger’s breadth smaller than my fist, dark as night but for the galaxies that glimmered within. For all its god-like appearance, though, it reacted to my touch like any other, jerking upwards. I braced myself against the goat legs, my arms buried in the fur providing the only sensation that was truly wrong. I kissed down the underside of the midnight cock, lapping at the skin until I reached the curls at the base. The view from there of the smooth expanse of midriff was disorientating, Their breasts forming a black horizon, horned head with glowing eyes the sole anchor preventing my mind from falling into the void beyond.
Tongue outstretched, I explored Their balls, which only seemed small compared to the boulder-sized replicas in the Temple. My hand gripped Their thickness above, gliding over soft glass. Liquorice lips between the hanging orbs dripped with nectar of the same dark colour, and my tongue slid inside, Their walls tight and hot. Something flared within, sucking at the tip. Like the elixir given to me by the cult and the essence of Their offspring, Their honey flooded me with carnal desires and the power to enact them indefinitely, but magnified a million times. It poured out with my kiss, and They pulled me into Them, nose pressing against the hard shaft above in place of a clitoris.
Staying on my knees in a position of prayer, I worshipped the holy or unholy cunt, and divine or demonic cock. The latter also oozed beads of black, running over my fingers around the base and dripping onto my nose. The head filled my mouth, making my jaw ache — swallowing it as I had done to other lovers seemed physically impossible. However, I had not counted on the transformation my bonding with the Child had wrought. When the unstoppable hand of the god pressed against the back of my head and pushed me down, my throat expanded to accommodate the invader.
I finger-fucked my god, but two or three did not suffice, and I soon slid my whole palm in, the wet sheath squeezing around it. Rivulets of viscous come tickled my elbow as They clamped around my fist and simultaneously unleashed a continuous jet in my throat. Unthinkably bizarre though the sensations were, a godly orgasm is contagious, and my own cock erupted when the first inky drop splashed over it.
Baphomet pushed me back, showering me in Their divine seed, and then knelt, goat knees hinging in the opposite direction to my own so that they pointed the same way as mine, despite facing each other. They sank down, gripping both my wrists with contrasting hands, dripping wet cunt sucking my hardness inside. I began to come again the moment Their nether lips brushed my glans, but with Their Child embedded and threaded through my body, my brain did not fog in a euphoric haze but exploded in hypersensitivity. Textures of the marble-smooth skin and butter-soft feathers coursed back through my tendrils that wrapped around us, binding us together invisibly as our arms did in the dimensions with which I was more familiar.
Their sex poked my stomach, oozing a tar-coloured discharge, sliding in it as They rocked Their hips achingly slowly. Searing breath blasted me from that strangely expressive animal head, and the living absence of light cascading from Their crown surrounded us, obliterating all else. My fingers meshed in the feathers of Their wings, the powerful muscles trembling, and I pressed my mouth to nipples that protruded so enticingly at head height. Razor-sharp talons scored my back, and others dug into my scalp, crushing me to Them, but the pain merely enhanced the pleasure of Their tunnel hugging my length.
Even with the clarity of my demi-god enhanced senses, my perception of scale started to break down. The god flesh grew huge under my touch. They wrenched my mouth from leaking nipple and thrust it onto gushing cockhead, while above me, all I could see were spinning, fiery eyes.
My time to rise, They said. You shall be my herald, the prophet of the ecstasy I bring. Go now!
“How do I get back?” I spluttered in a spray of black and silver slime.
The way you came in.
The suction on my cock suddenly increased, and multiple folds of warm, wet flesh crept up my shaft, then released me as the god stood, sending me sprawling in the puddle of our combined juices. Above me, the expanding slit dilated, the crimson, swirling inside visible for a millisecond before that surreal, floral appendage I had named the Cuntflower of Doom shot out, enveloped me in its pink folds and sucked me inexorably upwards.
Unlike my previous journey through this portal, I remained conscious, hurtling through the tube. The flesh-like walls constricted tight around me, stimulating every millimetre of my skin. Coupled with the overpowering and very human aroma of arousal, it was no wonder I had passed out on my first encounter with it. I surrendered to it, hoping it would last forever, opening my mouth to gorge on the salty-sweet, faintly metallic nectar lubricating my journey.
With little warning, my return trip was over, vomited out into the Temple of Baphomet through the orifice of carved rock I had entered through an unknown amount of time before. I lay, panting, coated in the slime that had sloshed out with me, staring at the chandelier of torches hanging from the ceiling and that burning fire — real fire, giving off real light — between the horns of the statue.
After-effects of fucking a god of lust fading, I became aware of the others in the chamber. I sat up. There were some ragged cheers from the thinned ranks of Disciples, but most were preoccupied with each other. It was not just the quiet — and not so quiet — sounds of lovemaking reaching my ears, but a new sense, imprecise to my as yet unadapted brain, providing it with the knowledge of others present, moving — writhing. My sweet Child was still with me, though becoming less active in this, our mortal realm.
Just to the left of the stone hooves over which I had recently passed, Winta, the elegant African High Priestess, sat with Carla, the middle-aged Italian midwife astride her lap in a loving embrace. Grinding slowly together, the older woman’s mouth locked to the transwoman’s nipple, they completely ignored me in my puddle of divine cunt juice, and I felt no inclination to disturb them.
Others from the ceremony were around the room. Tamisra, the petite Liverpudlian doctor, was fisting James, the stocky Welshman, his face buried between the thighs of the woman who had brought the potion to me. Her tanned European partner watched on, stroking himself while reclined against the wall. Enthusiastic moans drew my attention to another corner, where Kylie, the bearer of my Child of Baphomet — and ripper out of my body hair — was riding a skinny white guy, not dissimilar to myself in build but with short, curly brown hair. The latter’s lips were wrapped around the cock of an older black man with a bit of a paunch.
Looks like fun, I thought.
More couplings and groups were dotted amongst the balconies, but the Temple was not packed as during the ceremony, and the atmosphere was more of informal waiting than of performing some kind of ritual. Less than half were actually engaged in sex, the rest cuddling or chatting. Exciting though all these activities would have seemed to me in any other context, they were not what I sought in scouring the flickering shadows.
“I’m here,” Hashim said from behind me.
I turned and punched him in the face. To my astonishment, he not only did not try to stop me, but went flying backwards, slamming into the floor and skidding ten metres across the marble. All eyes turned to me. I walked slowly over to him as he propped himself up on his elbows, rubbing his jaw.
“I see the melding with the Child is going well,” he said wryly.
“Have you got any more dungeon dimensions you want to throw me into?”
“No, that’s the only one. Was it fun?”
“It was fucking terrifying!”
“Worth it though, do you not think?”
I stared into the dark amber pools that were his eyes. I had run out of rage. “Why can’t I hear your thoughts?”
“The Child is shielding you. If it’s any consolation, I can no longer hear yours. It will come soon enough.”
“Oh, so that’s why you didn’t stop me hitting you.”
“I knew you would hit me. I deserved it. I felt like doing so to Kylie on my return. But I spent years learning to control my anger before I met her, so I did not.”
“Kylie recruited you? I thought you were gay!”
“I fuck men. I enjoy fucking men a lot. For the living meat we sacrificed, that is synonymous with gay, but I said when we first met that I was like you — and you like women, too. I was always this way, but merging with a Child of Baphomet melts away all such trivial distinctions and arbitrary preferences.”
“So, all Disciples are bi?”
He shrugged. “Bi, queer, not picky, not boring, labels are irrelevant—”
We all stopped — well, all except Winta and Carla, who were too involved in each other to care about the outside world. An indistinct, distant rumble had sounded. Muffled as it was, I recognised it. It would be forever etched on my soul after what had happened in Leviathan. From the expressions on the faces of the others present, I was not alone in the recognition.
“They’re really coming?” I asked.
“Of course,” Hashim said from the floor. “I told you, the future of humanity depended on you speaking with Baphomet. You did, and you returned. We are saved.”
“A demon god rising from aeons of slumber does not sound like salvation!” Not having the deity before me, the prospect was less tempting. The rumbles had already increased enough in volume to make the pauses noticeable, just that fraction less than a human heartbeat to make them unnerving. “Why? Why did I have to be the one to talk to Them?”
“It’s not actually about you,” Kylie said, walking over, pausing to catch semen dripping from her cunt and lick it from her palm, giving me a wink. “Typical man.”
I raised my eyebrows and glanced down at the writhing, subcutaneous tentacles that covered me. “Hardly ‘typical,'” I wanted to say, but my slow male synapses managed to add it up.
“It’s not about me?”
“Listen, I’m sure you’re a lovely guy,” she said, helping Hashim to his feet. “Shimmy always finds interesting boys for us to play with—”
“Shimmy?” I smirked at my muscular lover. He pursed his lips but kept silent. Kylie continued. “It was just luck, Christian. Just luck Hashim did not spot you earlier, or that Tamisra got a bit too eager and scared her recruit off last month, or that any number of other Disciples did not stumble across as promising a candidate. It could just as easily have been a woman.”
“What could?”
“The Last Disciple.”
A cloud of dust fell from the roof with the next sextuplet of godly heartbeats. Embers from the fire at the top of the statue shook loose with every demonic thump, finally prompting Winta to reluctantly release her hold on Carla and allow her to stand. She lovingly licked mingled girl-come from her partner’s pussy and belly before standing herself and stretching. The darker hue of her skin, particularly in the shadows, made the glow of her Child’s limbs more apparent. All the cult members' markings had begun to glow, I noted with a start, just as Hashim’s had during the rite of fucking that had sent me to meet their god. The High Priestess looked around, her older lover wrapping her arms around her waist.
“Time to leave,” she announced. “We are needed above.”
A blazing log tumbled out of the brazier on the carved head above and crashed down on the pentagram to emphasise her point, and she stepped over it as if it were nothing, heading for the doors to lead us out.
Enclosed in the flame lit corridor, I had claustrophobic flashbacks of my ordeal in the Labyrinth, made worse by the realisation that we were somewhere deep underground during an earthquake. Hashim patted my shoulder to reassure me, but I shook him off, not ready to forgive him for throwing me into hell or wherever I had been.
There is no hell, Kylie’s voice echoed clearly in my head.
Hey, you can hear me? I attempted a directed thought, unsure how telepathy worked, if that was what this was. It was certainly easier than trying to talk whilst escaping a potential cave-in. I didn’t say that out loud!
The joys of joining a demon family are never-ending, Christian. The Child merging with you is acclimatising to this reality and has recognised Their Siblings, opening paths of communication.
She took my hand, and this time I did not brush away the physical contact.
So... are you and Hashim...?
Jealous? She grinned, and I tried to focus on that rather than her tits and belly jiggling so alluringly from the brisk walk. That’s old thinking. There’s no jealousy here. I recruited Hashim. Tamisra recruited me. Judith over there recruited her, Rohit and Sarpreet over there persuaded her to join, and so on. We all fuck whoever we want, but some gravitate to one or two others, sometimes more. Carla and Winta have barely touched anyone else since they found each other; Tamisra rarely sleeps in the same bed more than once in a row. Free Love — bountiful, but never forced. That is the Gift that Baphomet will give to us all.
You’re doing it, too! I accused.
What?
Pronouncing your capital letters!
I’m not pronouncing anything, Chris, I’m sharing my thoughts.
I pondered this for a while as the corridor narrowed, forcing us into single file. There were no torches fixed to the walls here, though the illumination from the Children of Baphomet embedded in us rendered them redundant anyway. My own demonic guest was squirming seductively, and despite the sensual overload of my recent journey, I discovered I had an erection — aided by my view mostly consisting of Hashim’s muscular back and taut buttocks. It was a struggle to resist grabbing them. Apparently, Kylie, walking behind me, had no such powers of resistance, giving my cheeks a playful slap when I dawdled.