“Rachel, we’re going to be late.”
He spoke as evenly as he could, but Rachel could still sense the tension in his voice even with her eyes glued to the screen. Bertie could be such a stickler for punctuality. He stood in front of the door to their apartment, swaying slightly in his shoes.
“I’m going to be another minute,” she responded, her focus still confined to the laptop in front of her. Unlike her boyfriend, Rachel was not in the habit of hiding her irritation.
“We were supposed to be at this party ten minutes ago. Your party.”
“It’s a mixer for musicians and sound designers, hon. They’re never on time for anything, anyway.” She slid her headphones back into place. If Bertie could suffer in silence for just a little longer, she’d be done.
The problem was that Bertie always tried too hard to make a good first impression. Even though they both came from an arts background – Rachel as a painter and DJ, Bertie as a writer – her younger boyfriend had never really spent much time with other people in his field. The kind of parties he was used to were hosted by university faculty and small-town wealth, where he had only to show up in a tie, make boring small talk with dusty old fucks, and talk about his next manuscript in the hopes that one of them would have a friend or family member in publishing. None of these people were real artists, they probably hadn’t even set foot in their own studios for years. She hated those old fakes, so when a chance came along to spend time with her own crowd, she wasn’t about to let go of it.
But that also didn’t mean she had to jump on it right away.
“What are you even doing there?”
She lowered the volume again, her frustration plain on her face. “I’m watching a video. It’s almost done.” She brushed away a lock of blue-and-purple hair that had tumbled out from behind her headphones.
Bertie shrugged his shoulders and picked up a book from their coffee table.
She rolled her eyes and refocused her attention on the computer. The video still had about four minutes to go, but if Bertie was patient, the time should fly by. Hell, she thought, if she could drive herself, she would and save on the hassle. The mixer itself wasn’t even the point, it was a stealth homecoming party for Zaiydah Massoud, a local singer who’d just finished recording in LA.
Rachel had never met Zaiydah – she hadn’t even heard her sing – but she no doubt had some industry contacts that Rachel would be glad to make. Besides, almost all of the recording artists that Rachel knew were dudes, it would be a nice change of pace to talk shop with another woman. But that wasn’t something she would be able to do at the start of the night. Why didn’t Bertie get that?
Moving on from her thoughts, she realized her video had already ended, and she’d missed it. Leaning slightly forward so Bertie wouldn’t be able to see, she restarted the playback.
***
Bertie looked up from the dashboard. “Are you sure this is the place?”
“That’s the address.”
Rachel hadn’t known what to expect when she’d received the invite, but she’d have never guessed this. The various parties she’d been to before were at somebody’s house, or at a Legion Hall if there were a lot of people – not usually at what appeared to be a run-down biker bar at the end of a one-way street. She studied the bar for a moment before the car turned and it vanished from sight.
“Hey!” she protested, “Where are you going?”
“It’s got four parking spaces for cars, and they’re all taken. I’m going to try to find us a place on one of the side streets.”
After almost ten minutes of searching, Bertie still hadn’t found a spot to stop the car. Rachel looked at the clock beside the steering wheel – 11:04. They’d just completed another loop of the surrounding streets and were making their way back toward the bar.
She fumed. “This is taking forever. Just drop me off in front of the bar and I’ll see you when you find a spot, okay?”
Bertie pulled to a stop in stony silence. She felt a little bad for ordering him around like that, but there was no sense in two of them spinning their wheels – literally, in this case – when only one was needed. She’d find a table for both of them inside and start on her first drink while she waited.
A large, burly man with a shaved head held up a hand as she walked up.
“I need to see your ID,” he barked.
Rachel sighed. Thirty years old and she was still being carded every time she left the house. She really didn’t need this right now. She reached for her purse and grabbed – nothing.
She’d left it in the car.
“Look, my name’s Rachel. I’m on the list.”
“I don’t have any list, miss. I check IDs on anyone who looks twenty-five or younger.”
“I’m thirty!” It came out as more of a whine than she intended.
The bouncer grinned, “Take it as a compliment, miss. You don’t look it.”
Rachel growled and stomped off to the curb with all the rage a frustrated five-foot woman in sneakers could muster. She crossed her arms and waited for Bertie to make his way back with her purse.
***
The night did not improve from there. Once Bertie arrived, the matter with the bouncer was solved immediately (Though she noted with some disgust that he wasn’t carded, and he was almost four years younger than her), but another problem soon presented itself. The bar was packed, with little room to move. At first, Zaiydah was nowhere to be found, and Rachel’s heart dropped. Had she made it all this way for nothing?
Then a voice picked up over the crowd, the announcer asking in a loud, perhaps slightly drunk voice if this audience would like to hear Zaiydah sing. Rachel stretched to see what was going on, but couldn’t raise her head above the crowd. She elbowed Bertie in the ribs and told him to describe what he was seeing as the singer launched into her first song, a cover of a Pussycat Dolls tune.
Ignoring the cheers around her as much as possible, Rachel stood listening to the words rolling from Zaiydah’s lips – and grimaced.
“She’s terrible!”
Much to her further irritation, Bertie didn’t hear her, and she repeated, “She’s terrible! She’s spent so much time in the studio that she doesn’t remember how to pull it off live!”
Bertie shrugged. She knew he didn’t have much of an ear for music – or in a room this loud, much of an ear for anything. He nodded at her assessment, then winced from the feedback as Zaiydah stepped too close to one of her speakers. She smiled apologetically and went on with her set.
“How does she even have a career?” Rachel continued.
“She’s pretty, that helps,” Bertie mused, “And isn’t her father a record producer or something in India?”
“That’s great. Conventional beauty and nepotism win the day over talent again, and the rest of us are stuck trying to pay the bills.” She threw up her hands and added, “Fuck this. I’m getting a drink.”
***
The first drink disappeared quickly and turned into two. Bertie was quiet the rest of the evening – she didn’t know if he was trying to give her space, or just deafened from the loud music. At this point, she didn’t care, the night had turned into a total write-off. Zaiydah was nothing like she had hoped to hear, and her performance and the crowd of kiss-asses made any hope of networking with other artists in the crowd impossible. Rachel ended up spending the next two hours posted by the bar before finally giving up and shouting to Bertie that she was ready to go home.
Her stomach roiled throughout the trip home, and by the time they got back to the apartment, she was greatly regretting the last drink. She tossed her coat over a chair and made her way to the bathroom.
Bertie hung his own up in their closet.
“Rachel, we need to talk,” he started.
“Not now!”
“Yes, now. You’ve been dismissive and rude to me all night. I’ve played along because these are your friends, and I realize you were disappointed in how the evening went, but that’s no excuse for your behaviour.”
From where he was standing, she imagined Bertie would think she wasn’t listening – but leaning over the toilet, she heard every word and let them sink in. She’d been frustrated and she’d taken it out on him because she knew he’d take it. He was angry and had every right to be. Out of the corner of her eye, she could see him rolling up his sleeve.