Have you ever had a relationship with someone who was so infatuated with you that they would do almost anything for you? A person who was so infatuated with you that you could take advantage of and manipulate them to do things they would never consider doing with anyone else and give you whatever you wanted? So obsessed with you that they would give in to all your sexual desires regardless if they thought the things you desired were degrading and perverse to them? Someone who would do almost anything you wanted just because they were afraid you would leave them?
I’m not talking about a romantic relationship where that person was in love with you, although romance and intimacy can be part of it if you wanted it to be and they desired the intimacy and romance part as well. No, I am talking about just pure infatuation and obsession, which is mostly sexual lust. Someone who was so infatuated with you and desired you sexually so badly that you could treat them any way you wanted and they would never leave you?
I had that type of person in a relationship once when I was seventeen and it lasted for almost years.
When I was a teenager, I had two main fantasies, fucking an older woman and fucking a white girl. At sixteen, I fulfilled the first one and at seventeen I fulfilled the second one.
The first white woman I fucked was my forty-two-year-old, married, high school history teacher. We had an affair that lasted almost two years. She became infatuated and obsessed with me, and I took advantage of that infatuation and obsession as much as I could.
Mrs. Sally Sinclair was a history teacher at my public high school. She was my history teacher from my freshman year until my senior year. We started our affair at the end of my junior year of high school when I was seventeen, and it lasted until I was eighteen and went off to college.
Mrs. Sinclair was not the clichés hot teacher all the boys had a crush on. As far as I knew, I was the only boy in school who had a crush on her and found her attractive and sexy. I heard none of the other boys in school talk about her in the locker room like they would talk about Mrs. Drew, a math teacher.
It was not that she was unattractive, at least to me. She was not beautiful or not even cute to any of the boys in school. Mrs. Sinclair’s face was not unattractive, but it was plain looking. Her body type was certainly not the type I was normally attracted to either.
Mrs. Sinclair was not even the type of woman I was typically attracted to, but I had a major crush on her and lusted after her badly. I didn’t know why I found her body sexy, but I did. Mrs. Sinclair didn’t even have much of a body at all as far as curves went.
Before I had sex with Mrs. Sinclair, I had sex with two girls and one woman.
The first older woman I had sex with was in her early thirties. I never did get her exact age because I didn’t ask. I met her when I was working part-time at a local chain name hotel that was franchised to a local entrepreneur. She was from Arizona and stayed at the motel for a little over three weeks for her work. She was there to open up a new location for the company she worked for.
Carla was a dark-skinned black woman who had a pretty face, a thick body with large breasts, wide hips, and large ghetto booty. Carla taught me a lot when it came to fucking and pleasing a woman. She taught me how to eat her pussy to make her orgasm, how to be more patient with foreplay, how to pay attention to a woman’s clit, and other things. The best thing she taught me about pleasing a woman was how to find her G-spot.
One of my jobs at the motel was to deliver extra towels, set up roll-away beds, etc. for guests when the day staff had gone home. I had seen Carla when she checked in and around the motel coming and going and even once brought her extra towels one night. We had said hello to one another when we saw each other and once had a conversation in the parking lot. It was during that conversation I found out why she stayed at the motel for such an extended period.
The beginning of her second week staying at the hotel, she called down to the front desk just as I had clocked out and was now off of work. She told the desk clerk that she needed new bed sheets because she spilled some soda on the ones on the bed.
Diane, the desk clerk who worked the late shift, told Carla there would not be anyone on duty who could bring her fresh sheets until the morning, but if she wanted to come to the lobby, she could pick some up. Since I had just clocked out and was about to go home, I told Diane I would bring them to her.
When Carla answered the door to her room, she was wearing just a towel and her hair was wet. She said she had just gotten out of the shower. She asked if would be so kind as to come into the room and put the sheets on her bed.
As I was putting the sheets on the bed, Carla made no attempt to get dressed and sat in the chair in the room and watched me change the sheets. I noticed the sheets on the bed were not wet and nothing had been spilled on them. The towel had ridden high on her legs and you could almost see her pussy. She smiled at me.
I was not and never have been a shy person and I took the hint or the perceived hint. As I walked to her, she got up and dropped the towel. We kissed for a while as I had my hands on her ass and then she got on her knees and unbuckled my belt, unbutton my pants, pulled my pants down, and pulled down my underwear. She gasped in surprise and smiled wickedly when she saw my erect penis and took it in her mouth.
We gave each other oral sex and then fucked. We fucked several times that night. Over her three-week stay at the motel, I went to her room every night I worked and even some nights I didn’t work. Based on some things she said to me, Carla thought I was older than sixteen years and I was not going to correct her. I was afraid if she knew I was only sixteen, she would not want us to fuck anymore. I was not going to give up a good thing.
I continued to fuck Carla for her entire stay at the hotel. I would get off work at eleven at night and go to her room. It was during the summer and school was out, so I didn’t have to be home. I would just call my mother and tell her I was going to hang out at some friend’s house and spend the night.
Carla let me fuck her in the ass a few times, a first for me, but one of the best things she showed me was how to find a girl’s G-spot. At seventeen, I had no clue what G-spot even was. I had never even heard the term before.
“How will I know when I find it?” I asked her.
I had been going down on her pussy and had my head between her spread legs. I didn’t mind asking or showing my ignorance. I was her willing pupil when being taught how to sexually please a woman.
Carla giggled. “Oh, you’ll know. Trust me,” she answered. She then gave me instructions on how to find it, as I had three fingers in her pussy.
She was right; I did know when I found it. The area of the inside of the roof of her pussy felt different. I also knew from her reaction. Carla was loud when she was getting fucked and louder when she had an orgasm, but when my fingers found her G-spot and she told me how to stimulate it, I thought I had better call a priest for an exorcism.
She bucked her hips and screamed out to tell me to go harder and not to stop. When she had an orgasm, her entire body spasmed and shook and she screamed even louder. I was pretty sure that guests of the motel several rooms down were about to call the police, thinking a poor woman was being murdered. After her orgasm ended and I pulled my soaked fingers out of her pussy, Carla’s thick thighs and stomach were still quivering. It was fantastic.
Why was I a woman in her early thirties attracted to a boy in his teens? Well, besides Carla being away from her home, lonely, and from the sexual things we did, and she taught me, I pretty much assumed she was a promiscuous woman. But it was also because of the type of person I was as a teenager and up until my upper twenties.
I was a very good-looking young black man. I am not saying this to brag; it was just a fact. I was an extremely good-looking teenage boy and grew to be an extremely good-looking man. The type of boy whom girls would whisper about when he walked past them in the halls at school, the type older women and married women would flirt with, although they never had any intention of doing anything else besides flirting.
I didn’t have boyish good looks; I outgrew that when I was fifteen. At seventeen, when this story takes place, I was already six foot three inches tall and would grow to be six foot five. I was the ruggedly handsome, masculine type. At seventeen, I already needed to shave every day, which I did most of the time, and had chest hair I was very proud of. My chest hair was thick and the coarse hairs spread out over the center of my chest and a line of the thick hair ran down the center of my chest to my stomach.
I had an impressive body as well, a body that I worked hard at maintaining by lifting weights and running. My skin color is a dark brown complexion. I was not obsessed with the exercise but exercised obsessively. I did so because I played football and was good at my position. I started in Pop Warner when I was little, then Junior Varsity, and at seventeen and a junior in high school I was the starting inside linebacker and also played back-up tight end on offense.
I had hopes of getting a football scholarship so I could go to college. I knew I was not good enough to play for a Div. I college and play in the NFL, but several lower division colleges and some FCS schools were interested in me. My dream college was the Citadel in Charleston, SC.
Being so good-looking, you might ask why I had only fucked two people. It was the early nineteen eighties and I guess young girls were not as open with their sexuality as they are now. I had gotten blowjobs from other girls, but they never let me fuck them. One was a white girl at school, but she would not let me fuck her. The reason they just sucked my cock was the second reason I had only had sex with two people by the age of seventeen.
It was something girls I had sex with or gave me blowjobs didn’t know until they saw it. I had a large penis. Again, not to brag, but just the way it is. At seventeen, when fully erect, it’s a little over nine and a half inches long and the circumference is a little over six and a half inches. Now, as a fully developed man, it’s a little over ten inches with a slightly larger girth. Yes, I have the cliché big black cock.
The girls who just gave me blowjobs were too afraid of it to let me fuck them. They were girls my age and didn’t understand that their pussy would stretch to accommodate the size. I was only a teenager and didn’t know that myself.
All of that combined made me an extremely confident, arrogant, and cocky bastard and gave me a sizable ego at age seventeen. I would remain so until I was in my mid-twenties. I could also be rather an asshole to women I was intimate with because of my arrogance. Well, I was just an asshole when I was younger, period.
My affair with my teacher started one Saturday afternoon when I gave my history teacher a ride home because her car would not start.
Sally Sinclair had been my history teacher since I was a freshman and I found her to be a unique woman, a quirky woman, and found her sexy. But she was not a slut in the least. I found out she had strict Puritan values when it came to sex, at least at first.
I would not call her naïve, even though a lot of the time she was naïve about sex. It was not being naïve from lack of not knowing about the sexual acts we did, but from doing as well as what Mrs. Sinclair felt was immoral to do. She was a very religious woman and went to church and taught Sunday school and she knew the Bible well, both as her religious text and as a historical book. The Bible is full of a variety of sex. Prostitutes, forced sex, adultery, and Abraham had his wife Sara pose as his sister and “pimping” her for his safety. The Book of Solomon is just one long series of love poems and some of them are erotic for the time they were written.
Mrs. Sinclair was extremely knowledgeable about history and an expert on history and historical figures. History is full of sexual and sexually perverse historical figures.
No, she was not naïve, but she would never consider doing anything she thought was disgusting and perverted because of her Puritan values about sex. I found out there were a lot of things she felt were perverse and disgusting that even a seventeen-year-old boy like me thought were normal.
She had other quirks that amused me and were sometimes frustrating with intimacy. She got embarrassed very easily, and that turned me on and I enjoyed embarrassing her. When she quickly became infatuated with me, I discovered she would do almost anything I asked of her; both sexually and non-sexually. I took advantage of both, but the sexual more than the non-sexual.
Mrs. Sinclair was a small woman and stood only about five feet, two inches tall, or maybe even five feet, three inches. She had a petite body in some aspects and others not. As I mentioned, Mrs. Sinclair had a plain-looking face and wore little makeup. She wore mascara on her eyelashes and lipstick on her lips that surrounded a small mouth. She always wore red lipstick and I would sit in her class imagining those red lips around my cock.
She wore just lightly applied concealer around her eyes to cover her slight crow’s feet, but that was all the makeup she wore. Mrs. Sinclair was not a vain woman at all and was very modest about her looks. It was as if she didn’t care what people thought of her looks. Just another thing I liked that made me desire her.
I discovered later, after we began our affair, that she could improve her looks by applying a different style of makeup than she normally wore. “Whoring herself up” she would call it, although she did not whore herself up. She just used a little more makeup or used makeup in a unique style than she normally did.
She wore her hair in an outdated fashion. She had black hair with no grey in it that she wore in a hairstyle from the sixties. Her dark hair came just to her neckline, and she wore it in the style of the pictures of Jackie Kennedy I had seen in our history books. The famous pictures of Jackie Kennedy in her pink outfit the day her husband was assassinated in Dallas.
Girls at school would make fun of Mrs. Sinclair’s outdated hairstyle behind her back but I liked it. It showed off her long neck.
Mrs. Sinclair’s body was almost flat, with no curves. She had small breasts that made her chest look flat, slightly wide hips, but a flat ass. When she would turn to her side in class, her backside looked as straight as a ruler from her neck to her thighs.
Besides her hips, the only other curve she had on her body was a slight but noticeable pooch in her lower belly at her pelvis area. Sometimes, depending on the type of dress or skirt she wore, the waistband would be tight enough to make her pooch more prominent, and with her blouse tucked in, it made her stomach appear to be sunken in. She did not have a belly on her at all, just that small pooch below her stomach. With her petite height and body, Mrs. Sinclair could not have weighed any more than a hundred and ten pounds at best.
She had thin legs as far as I could tell, based just on her legs below her knees. Mrs. Sinclair never wore a dress or skirt that came above her knees and, most of the time, she wore long dresses or skirts that came to her ankles.
Mrs. Sinclair had alabaster skin, as white as ivory. From what little of her body that was ever exposed, it was free of any blemishes. When she blushed, her face and neck would become flush and turn a dark shade of pink. I would imagine her entire pale-skinned body turned that shade as well when she blushed, but one could never tell if it did because of the clothes she wore.
She wore very conservative clothes. I had never seen her wear anything but dresses and skirts, and none were even remotely tight against her body. Mrs. Sinclair never wore heels, and I had seen her only wear two pairs of shoes, a pair of brown flats and a pair of black flats. They looked old but were well-maintained and polished.
Mrs. Sinclair never wore anything remotely low cut below her neckline. She always wore one of her three cardigan sweaters even during the hot and humid months in Georgia. She had a red, blue, and green one.
She dressed like a stereotyped librarian you see on TV, in movies, or in cartoons. She didn’t dress for style or wear expensive clothes. They were nice, but you could tell she bought them at a store like K-Mart or Roses. K-Mart was the go-to bargain store at the time and Wal-Mart had yet to become as popular as it is today and drive stores like K-Mart and Roses out of business.
She was not one of these older women who looked much younger than their age. She looked her age, but besides the slight crow’s feet around her eyes, her face was not wrinkled and she had smooth skin.
She was a timid woman, at least outside her classroom. In her classroom, she could be strict but fair and didn’t put up with nonsense. She never raised her voice when chastising a student, but would speak calmly and give them a motherly look that her students always respected.
Outside the classroom, I would notice she was a timid woman. Since I had a huge crush on her, I paid close attention to Mrs. Sinclair all the time when I saw her in and out of the classroom. I began to notice her more submissive behavior when around male teachers, her husband, and the fathers of students. But in discussing her students' education, how they were performing in her class, and their classroom behavior with their fathers and other teachers, she was no-nonsense and not to be pushed around.
Mrs. Sinclair's mannerisms I found sexy as well. She was a lady. The way she spoke in her high-pitched voice, she would never curse, not even hell or damn, the way she carried herself, and even the way she sat. Always with her legs together, crossed at the ankles, and her hands folded in her lap when she was not using them to animate her conversations.
She did have a good sense of humor even in her class and would tell silly jokes about history or historical figures when she lectured. No one laughed at her jokes because they were silly or people didn’t get them, but she didn’t care. She still told them.
Students respected her and a lot of us thought she was the best teacher in our school. She had a love for teaching and a love of her subject of history. She would lecture and teach us things not in our history school book or point out when the book got it wrong. I enjoyed her lectures because I was and still am a big history buff.
When I was in college, majoring in history, I would listen to the professors’ lectures and think back on Mrs. Sinclair’s classes. I thought this was where she belonged, as a college professor and not waste her time as a high school teacher lecturing to kids who didn’t care about the subject she was teaching. But she would never leave her job as a high school teacher; she loved it too much and loved teaching high school-age students.
Mrs. Sinclair was one of those once-in-a-lifetime high school teachers you get if you are lucky. One who cared about her students, treated everyone equally, and was always willing to use her free time to help her students. She cared!
It was my love of history, her teaching skills, and caring about her students that led us to become friendlier with each other. It was nothing out of the ordinary, but a professional teacher/student relationship. I was in my sophomore year of high school and I visited her class during lunch break.
Mrs. Sinclair almost always ate lunch in her classroom unless she would meet her husband for lunch in the cafeteria. She had a policy that any student could come to her class to discuss their grade, ask for help, or even discuss personal issues they didn’t want others to know about. I took advantage of that one day.
I wanted to ask her some questions about some of the local historical sites and for her to separate myth from fact. I also had a crush on her since I was a freshman and wanted to be close to her on a one-on-one basis.
I asked my questions as we ate lunch. She answered them, and we started talking and even debating about history. That one day led to me eating lunch with her in her classroom about three times a week; sometimes even more. No one thought anything of it because Mrs. Sinclair was beyond reproach. Our eating lunch together continued the rest of my sophomore year and into my junior year when we started our affair and even after that.
I did listen to her as we talked about history, debated, and had discussions. I also kept fantasying about bending her over the desk and fucking her. I liked being that close to her and being alone in her classroom and the faint smell of her perfume I found intoxicating.
Mrs. Sinclair would ask me about my life goals, and I told her how I wanted to go to the Citadel for college on a scholarship and join the Marine Corps after I graduated. She told me while I did very well in her class, I needed to bring my grades up in some of my other classes and score well on my SATs. She offered to help if I wanted it.
She would ask about my personal life, and tell me she respected my single mother and how my mother worked two jobs to support me and my younger sister. I liked that she never asked about my father, who was not a nice person and I had not seen him since I was ten. Mrs. Sinclair could somehow sense I did not like the man.
It was during my sophomore year that I was introduced to Mrs. Sinclair’s husband. I had seen him before but never met him. It was after our homecoming football game and was my first start as a player. Our senior starting linebacker was out because of an injury and I started in his place.
I had a great game. I made an interception and ran it back for a touchdown and led the team in tackles that night. I was feeling on top of the world. We beat our in-town rivals by thirty-two points. As I was walking to the locker room, Mrs. Sinclair came up to me and congratulated me on the game. She enjoyed football and always came to the games to support the school. She never missed one unless something came up where she could not attend. She then introduced me to her husband.
What I knew of Mr. Sinclair from the lunchtime conversations with his wife was that he was a Pentecostal preacher at one of the Assembly of God churches. Mrs. Sinclair was also Pentecostal, naturally, which explained her clothing choice, her morals, her Puritan views on sex, and other things about her.
He was a fat man. I disliked calling people fat, but he was fat. No, he was obese. He was ten years older than her, balding, obese, and rather rude when I met him. He seemed like a grumpy man. I also noticed how Mrs. Sinclair seemed submissive to him. After she introduced us, she backed away and let her husband take control of the conversation. After he briefly talked to me and told me it was nice to meet me, Mrs. Sinclair started to say something to me, but her husband cut her off and told her it was time to leave. She didn’t seem upset about being cut off and meekly followed him as they walked away.
I am not and never was a religious person. If people ask me what my religion is, I would tell them Southern Baptist because when I was eight, I was baptized as a Southern Baptist in the church my mother grew up in. I went to vacation bible schools there during the summer when I was younger, occasionally went to Sunday school and church as a kid, and was still going there at Christmas and Easter. But I am not an overly religious person.
I didn’t know much about the Pentecostal religion, but I knew they were stricter in their beliefs, preached the old Fire and Brimstone sermons, and believed in the literal interpretation of the King James Bible.
Knowing what little I did about the Pentecostal religion and that Mr. Sinclair was a Pentecostal preacher, I began to understand Mrs. Sinclair more. The way she dressed and why she dressed that way, her lack of wearing a lot of makeup, her morals, and her meek timid, and submissive personality towards her husband and, to a lesser degree, other men as well.
After our affair started, it helped me understand her Puritan attitude about sex. I do admit that either right or wrong of me; I did use her submissiveness towards men to my advantage when we started fucking. There was just something about Mrs. Sinclair that brought out perversions in me and made me desire to do perverted things to her. Things I had never thought about doing to someone I was fucking.
I was in the school's weight room working out after I had just completed a five-mile run. I had weights at home and a weight bench, but the weights were cheap ones made of plastic and filled with sand. They did the job, but I preferred to work out at the school’s weight room because of the better equipment.
“Hello, anyone in here?” I heard Mrs. Sinclair’s soft feminine voice shout.
I was doing leg presses on the leg machine.
“Yes, just me,” I shouted back.
“Thomas, is that you?” She called out again.
My given name was Thomas, but everyone called me TJ. My middle name was James, except for Mrs. Sinclair. Well, my mother also when she was angry at me and invoked the dreaded full first name, middle name, and last name. I like that she called me Thomas. It made me feel like there was something special just between us.
“Yes. Ma’am,” I shouted back
“Are you alone?” she called out again.
“Yes, Ma’am,” I replied.
“Are you decent?” once more she called out.
I chuckled at that. “Yes, Ma’am.”
“I am coming in,” she called out once more.
The boys’ weight room was in the boy’s locker room. You had to walk through the locker room to get to the weight room.
Mrs. Sinclair walked into the weight room and stopped when she stood before me. She had her head down and was blushing. I did notice how she looked at me before she put her head down. Her eyes stared at my face and ran down to my stomach. It was quick, and no one would have noticed if they were not paying close attention. I always paid close attention to everything Mrs. Sinclair did.